Time may change me, But I can't trace time"
~Changes by David Bowie
Ah changes, I think I write about these on this blog more than anything else, it'a probably because I am going through so many right now! Well for starters, I am a senior in high school and like half of the teenage population I hate it! I am so done with high school! But at the same time I am ready to pee my pants and turn around begging for them to let me back in! For twelve years my life has been scripted and planned. I wake up at six, I am in the car at seven-thirty, I go from class to class, I go home, homework/tv/phone/friends, dinner, tv, bed. For twelve years that has been my life! Sooooo..... what's next?
Well I know I am going to be working and going to cosmetology school as well. I am proud of myself for getting out there and not just waiting for things to happen to me like so many others do. But still..... my friends? Will we still be friends? Will I still have time for hobbies? Will I still write? Will I still be me after all of this? I don't know......
Thing is it's my senior year! That's right! The party year! The year full of fun where I get to rule the school! And yet, I hate it. I am responsible. (not saying others aren't I am just working harder than a lot of my friends...) I am not expecting scholarships to pay for school, so I am working hard and saving every penny I can! I can't be in any of the plays, I can't do anything extra curricular, I can't do competitions, I can't do anything...... I just work. It sucks! But I know I will be happier because of it!
FINAL WORDS ~
Change happens, this is an ever changing world. There is no such thing as bad change, just hard change and teaching change.
