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Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
Another Part of Me!!!!
I love to act.
When I act I become a different person. I feel new things, I have a new attitude, I have new friends, family, and a new life. When things are going wrong I go to rehearsal. I love it. I am no longer Angela, I am who ever it is that I am in that show.
I just got a part in a play called "Finding Hardwick" I am stoked. :) I LOVE ACTING!
My first rehearsal is tomorrow and I can't wait!
Final Words:
Find what you love and do it! Live it, love it, breathe it, and smile the whole way through!
When I act I become a different person. I feel new things, I have a new attitude, I have new friends, family, and a new life. When things are going wrong I go to rehearsal. I love it. I am no longer Angela, I am who ever it is that I am in that show.
I just got a part in a play called "Finding Hardwick" I am stoked. :) I LOVE ACTING!
My first rehearsal is tomorrow and I can't wait!
Final Words:
Find what you love and do it! Live it, love it, breathe it, and smile the whole way through!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Faith, Trust, and Pixie Dust....
This past week has been..... interesting, and filled with many lessons for me. And here are the three that I learned!
FAITH
Since I have broken up with Corbin, I have had A LOT of free time on my hands. I cracked open the old books in the library and began my religious studies again. (for all of you that don't know my stands on church....) I believe that everything is true. I feel like God made a lot of religions because there are a lot of people. The important thing isn't where or how you worship, but that you find what you believe in and commit to it.
I love to read about all of the different religions because it is so amazing to me how so many different people find God, (or a God-Like deity such as Allah, Father Sky, etc.) When I put down one of my study books I feel so good inside, like that is me connecting to the Earth. I feel that whomever created this earth, created it for us, and I love to connect with it. I love to go outside (even in the snow) barefoot and lay on the ground and soak up the sun's energy and just be alive. I love remembering who I am and how far I have come and why I am the way I am. I love connecting with myself. Faith in myself, my future, my God, and my choices is the most important thing to me.
TRUST
Be careful who you trust. I hate the idea of getting hurt (who doesn't?) so one day I locked myself away inside of a box. I hid myself form the world and camouflaged that box with a lot of pretty paintings so that the people passing by would be to interested in the paintings to see the box behind it.
About a year ago I chose to take the paintings down for a few people and let them see inside my box. One of them, hurt me. I locked it right back up and I wouldn't let anyone see inside of it anymore. About eleven months ago I let someone else take a peek in my box. I gave them my box. He helped me pull things out of it and let the world see all the beauty and ugly inside. I trusted this person to keep many things that I had never let go of. Then he hurt me. I should not have trusted him.
I am glad though that he taught me to trust myself enough to know that I can be alive with the pain. I have me to trust, and me alone. I have people I can trust some things with, but opening my box entirely is not going to happen again. At least not for a long time. BUT no more paintings. Just the dusty old wooden box, and the parts of me that I have learned not to be ashamed of.
PIXIE DUST
Magic! I did a little studying, and I know what I want for my future. I'm writing again. I am writing the cold, pure, raw tension-filled writing that I love. I have always wanted to be three things:
1- A pop star (just like Britney Spears or Kelly Clarkson, I used to say, but not anymore)
2- A writer, the next J.K. Rowling of coarse!
3- A Beautician! What could be better than getting paid to do hair and nails!?
So what have I chosen to do? ALL THREE OF THEM OF COARSE! ha ha just kidding! :) I am not planning on being a big pop star, but I do love singing, and I plan on doing that for the rest of my life (although it may be limited to the shower and while cleaning). :)
Even though I am not a pop star, I can be a writer and a beautician. I have looked at a LOT of schools, and I have finally picked the one I want! It really is perfect for me! It's got small class sizes (teaching to the individual), an advanced class (comes with tuition, usually they cost about $3000 extra) and a pretty flexible dress code! The price is pretty low for a cosmetology school, only $16,000 and I plan on starting in January of my senior year (provided I get a job by the end of March) this will get me $3000 automatically for starting in High School! :) I am pumped! I have been applying for other scholarships and grants too! Fingers Crossed!
I want to go back to writing the story that I left on. It is about a girl who is a little not right in the head. She is pessimistic and she hates herself, she cuts herself all up, tears into her mind with a chain saw, and kills every bit of hope she can. She ruins herself. She turns to Anorexia for strength but when her parents figure out what she's been doing to herself she decides that she has no say in her life anymore, no control. She figures out how to gain it all back and end all her problems at one time. With a twisted ending, and killer insights I love this book! I am going to post my favorite "chapter" in my notes on facebook just look for the post "The Bubble Gum Girl" :) I am going to devote myself to that right now.
Final Words:
Faith is all you need. Faith in God, yourself, and you future.
Trust no one but yourself and God.
Pixie Dust can take you to a lot of great heights. [Especially if you have faith and trust to go along with it ;) ]
FAITH
Since I have broken up with Corbin, I have had A LOT of free time on my hands. I cracked open the old books in the library and began my religious studies again. (for all of you that don't know my stands on church....) I believe that everything is true. I feel like God made a lot of religions because there are a lot of people. The important thing isn't where or how you worship, but that you find what you believe in and commit to it.
I love to read about all of the different religions because it is so amazing to me how so many different people find God, (or a God-Like deity such as Allah, Father Sky, etc.) When I put down one of my study books I feel so good inside, like that is me connecting to the Earth. I feel that whomever created this earth, created it for us, and I love to connect with it. I love to go outside (even in the snow) barefoot and lay on the ground and soak up the sun's energy and just be alive. I love remembering who I am and how far I have come and why I am the way I am. I love connecting with myself. Faith in myself, my future, my God, and my choices is the most important thing to me.
TRUST
Be careful who you trust. I hate the idea of getting hurt (who doesn't?) so one day I locked myself away inside of a box. I hid myself form the world and camouflaged that box with a lot of pretty paintings so that the people passing by would be to interested in the paintings to see the box behind it.
About a year ago I chose to take the paintings down for a few people and let them see inside my box. One of them, hurt me. I locked it right back up and I wouldn't let anyone see inside of it anymore. About eleven months ago I let someone else take a peek in my box. I gave them my box. He helped me pull things out of it and let the world see all the beauty and ugly inside. I trusted this person to keep many things that I had never let go of. Then he hurt me. I should not have trusted him.
I am glad though that he taught me to trust myself enough to know that I can be alive with the pain. I have me to trust, and me alone. I have people I can trust some things with, but opening my box entirely is not going to happen again. At least not for a long time. BUT no more paintings. Just the dusty old wooden box, and the parts of me that I have learned not to be ashamed of.
PIXIE DUST
Magic! I did a little studying, and I know what I want for my future. I'm writing again. I am writing the cold, pure, raw tension-filled writing that I love. I have always wanted to be three things:
1- A pop star (just like Britney Spears or Kelly Clarkson, I used to say, but not anymore)
2- A writer, the next J.K. Rowling of coarse!
3- A Beautician! What could be better than getting paid to do hair and nails!?
So what have I chosen to do? ALL THREE OF THEM OF COARSE! ha ha just kidding! :) I am not planning on being a big pop star, but I do love singing, and I plan on doing that for the rest of my life (although it may be limited to the shower and while cleaning). :)
Even though I am not a pop star, I can be a writer and a beautician. I have looked at a LOT of schools, and I have finally picked the one I want! It really is perfect for me! It's got small class sizes (teaching to the individual), an advanced class (comes with tuition, usually they cost about $3000 extra) and a pretty flexible dress code! The price is pretty low for a cosmetology school, only $16,000 and I plan on starting in January of my senior year (provided I get a job by the end of March) this will get me $3000 automatically for starting in High School! :) I am pumped! I have been applying for other scholarships and grants too! Fingers Crossed!
I want to go back to writing the story that I left on. It is about a girl who is a little not right in the head. She is pessimistic and she hates herself, she cuts herself all up, tears into her mind with a chain saw, and kills every bit of hope she can. She ruins herself. She turns to Anorexia for strength but when her parents figure out what she's been doing to herself she decides that she has no say in her life anymore, no control. She figures out how to gain it all back and end all her problems at one time. With a twisted ending, and killer insights I love this book! I am going to post my favorite "chapter" in my notes on facebook just look for the post "The Bubble Gum Girl" :) I am going to devote myself to that right now.
Final Words:
Faith is all you need. Faith in God, yourself, and you future.
Trust no one but yourself and God.
Pixie Dust can take you to a lot of great heights. [Especially if you have faith and trust to go along with it ;) ]
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